he said, she said.

Dearly beloved are u listening?
Tonight was about taking off.
you said we need to talk.
Here we go again with all the things you said
So this is where the story ends, a conversation on IM
You say youre so sorry but not really.
you werent what I thought.
Too many words, too many lies, I cant quiet see the truth.
First class lier is what you are.
Don’t play with me.
The friendship the good times we had, you can have them back.
Don’t deny that youre a waste of time.
Time has made us change, you used to be my all.
But then you took a fall and lost it all.
I feel i could and I know I should
But I just have to stop myself from saying something else so,
The friendship and good times we had, you can have them back.
Its all a game to you.
A game you won.
Thanks for nothing.

<33

When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

oh my goshh.
today.
me and cep and emily and paul.
we ate food.
lots of it.
and and and.
there was a chocolate fountain!
yum yum yum.
then we caught the trains, lifts and escalators.
so much fun.
ahh i dont think il be eating dinner.
hm lunch was good.
and and and.
i ate some of caitlyn's naan bread stuffed with smarties and chocolate and it was all melted.
mmm that was so good!


jealous yet?

:D

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.

you think youve got it all wrapped around your finger.
but then that knot suddenly unties.
i was too busy collecting pebbles and i did not notice that id just lost a gem. a precious one.
some say "he's gone, let it go"
but why should i?
im not a quitter.
and well when things dont go to plan, i just stick it out.
when what you live for dispears and the things you love grow claws, what can you do?
smile and fake your way through it.
when the sun dont shine and the stars dont twinkle, il be there smiling and pretending.

;

im not a messenger.
im not a slave.
im just someone who's digging their grave.

sunshinee :D

i never knew a nail polish could make me smile.
but this one certainly does.
named sunshinee.
bright yellow and well i just love it.
did you see the smileys on it?
:D
hm anyways im goinggg.
x

made by hanna&meee

Wish we could go back to the days… When “Getting High” meant on a swing. When “Protection” meant wearing a helmet. When the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties and the worst thing you could get from girls was a cold. When Mum was your only hero and Dad’s shoulders was the highest place on earth. When your worst enemies were your siblings.When the only “Drug” you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t mean you were a slut. When the only thing you smoked were the tires on your bike. When the only thing that would hurt you were skinned knees. When the only thing that could be broken were your toys. When goodbye only meant until tomorrow.

to my haters;

i keep it real and that's a promise,
i may be a bitch but atleast i'm honest.
when i walk by, you stop and stare,
well keep on looking coz i dont care.
i have my own life and style,
not trying to please you and make you smile.
when it comes to compertition you are out.

guys are such jerks, wonder why i waste my time on them.

yeah i know we've all had our fair share of stupid and unkind guys but sersiously, when do you know when u've had one too many?

you dont.

yeh ive had good times with them and they are sometimes better friends than girls as they dont judge and they can listen but then again..they do become cocky and ditch you as a friend for their girlfriends..

thats unfair and if they were a true friend well...that wouldnt happen.

so what do you do when you're just so sick of it?

bail.dont waste your time.lifes too short to include unkind pricks.

tim (Y)

this is tim's and his friends' (yes surprisingly tim has friends....well so he says) lovely song dedicated to us girls :D


women are equal and diserve respect, just kidding tHey should suck my dick. Vagiinnnaaa Vaggiinnaa i wanna have sex with ur vagiiiinnaaa vagiiiinnnaaa. 2 + 2 = Vaginnnaaa. My love is like lightning..it gives girls orgasms. My dick is like an aeroplane. it gives girls orgasms.
im the, wane gretski of sexual stuff, im the paul crogan, of slamming muff, im the indiana jones of exploring crotch
im the, shakespeer of enormus cock
ive gota pressent for you right here, actualy its not a pressent, its my penis, and i like to call it the spear. cuz spears are long and hard, just like my penis. i dont like it wen u talk...cuz that just meanz ur not sucking my cock, love is for girls, NOT Gays if Ya wanna b with me it goes 1 of 2 ways .
either you have sex with me...or you have sex with me..
im a sexual tiger...and i feed on vagina, i have realy good sex moves, that i learnt in chinnaa (china)





the end thank god?

(yn)

I hear the wind whispering, it’s calling my name.
I prance around coz its all fun and games.
As I get closer to the edge of it
I look around and have a fit
So high up so windy
One small step is all it takes.
Jumping of the edge of it, my hair behind me likes the wings of a bird
I fly and fall and I feel so small

I hit the ground, light as a feather,
If only my heart was as tender.
You’ve never breathed in the fresh air.
But don’t worry, I dared to care.
Took this upon myself with all this hope
But as the time went by it frayed like rope

The jump of uncertainty became the jump of hope
All coz I found a way to cope.

Within the dare, mistakes are made.
Don’t look back or there’ll be a parade.
Flooding memories all come back
That’s what caused this heart attack.

I learnt to forgive, trust and dream
Now that’s been torn down in my ream
No one believes no one can trust
This is what happens when the friendship got rust.

Hope you’ve learnt a lot from me
I’ve learnt a lot from you in between
All those fights and all those lies
Will this happen ‘til someone dies?

I can see the ending in this.
Like a butterfly without all the bliss.
Sits on your shoulder like a small weight
Slowly starts to become your freight.

Don’t let this happen, don’t let it be.
Take a moment, stop and think about the effect on me.

Now you see all my hurt and pain
All coz of the closure ‘twas never gained.

ToThisVerySpecialFriend

dearest one,
you know who you are.
that wasnt about you, i would never say THAT about you of all people.
but it was said about someone i cant name and love oh so much but they need to realise that what they say to me always makes me down.
im sorry.

Iloveyou and u know that.
dont cry, cheer up butter cup

x.

true love ♥♥♥♥

Love=we think about it, dream about it, loose sleep worrying about it, when we don’t have it we search for it and when we discover it we don’t know what do with it.
We fear losing it. It is our source of pleasure and pain but we cant predict which it will be from one moment to the next, it’s a short word. Easy to spell, difficult to define. And … impossible to live without.

yeah coz we're just silly little girls who fall in love with stupid boys (:

Laugh your heart out,
Dance in the rain,
Cherish the memories,
Ignore the pain,
Love and learn,
Forget and forgive,
Because remember you have only one life to live.







if kisses were raindrops, id send you showers. if hugs were seconds, id send you hours. if smiles were water, id send you the sea. if love was a person, id send you me.




the best things in life are unseen that's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream




close together, far apart.
your always in my heart

does this say it all?

Don’t relate, don’t carry my freight.
Yes im scared, does that show in my eyes?
Can you see right through my dark black lies?
Lately ive been too down to care, look at this place.
It sucks you in, rips you apart. Its empty like space.
Seems pointless to stay, lets just go away.

Stolen memories even the faded ones,
Was all I could think of, when she was done.
The shell was all that lived to that day.
Over in that corner, so far away.
Her soul gone, taken from me.
God helped but is this what was meant to be?
The hell on earth, cut in so deep.
Every night id cry myself to sleep.
The tears flowing down my cheeks could say a thousand words in one.
I knew this wud happen and now its finally been done.

...

I hear the wind whispering, it’s calling my name.
I prance around coz its all fun and games.
As I get closer to the edge of it
I look around and have a fit
So high up so windy
One small step is all it takes.
Jumping of the edge of it, my hair behind me likes the wings of a bird
I fly and fall and I feel so small

I hit the ground, light as a feather,
If only my heart was as tender.
You’ve never breathed in the fresh air.
But don’t worry, I dared to care.
Took this upon myself with all this hope
But as the time went by it frayed like rope

The jump of uncertainty became the jump of hope
All coz I found a way to cope.

Within the dare, mistakes are made.
Don’t look back or there’ll be a parade.
Flooding memories all come back
That’s what caused this heart attack.

I learnt to forgive, trust and dream
Now that’s been torn down in my ream
No one believes no one can trust
This is what happens when the friendship got rust.

Hope you’ve learnt a lot from me
I’ve learnt a lot from you in between
All those fights and all those lies
Will this happen ‘til someone dies?

I can see the ending in this.
Like a butterfly without all the bliss.
Sits on your shoulder like a small weight
Slowly starts to become your freight.

Don’t let this happen, don’t let it be.
Take a moment, stop and think about the effect on me.

Now you see all my hurt and pain
All coz of the closure ‘twas never gained.

"quoted"

Maybe this is why I feel the rain.
It thunders down so hard on me
I shout and shout out in plea
No one gets it, no one cares
This is why I care to dare.
Let me trip and let me fall
It will come crashing down on you all
Hope you’re happy. Now you see
What you've really done to me
You knew this was coming but u weren't sure when.
Now you know it’s really the end.
Say your sorrys it’s all too late, they're way past their expiry date








Turning the grey into colour .spreading it like a brush.
It all seems to differ in one gigantic rush.
Wraps around my feet lifts me up into the sky
The moment I look into his eyes.
They fill with fear and dark hidden secrets.
But I left them unsaid.

i see right through you just like these balloons

love sux

nothing goes my way.
especially when liam is around.
nothing seems right.
the selfish one took all i ever wanted. he took it away.
ripping and tearing.
he took it

he's a first class lier..

okays first blog. lets see how it goes.

well right now im...er....stressed upset and angry
but hey im trying to smile.
obviously not trying very hard tho.

why u ask?
il tell you in one word.
Liam..wait
his name doesnt even deserve a capital so my one word reason: liam
he has lied to me so much and not to mention his poor gf..kim, i feel for you (damn that sounds wrong)

anyways hmm im tried too.
and hungry LOL

x.