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When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

oh my goshh.
today.
me and cep and emily and paul.
we ate food.
lots of it.
and and and.
there was a chocolate fountain!
yum yum yum.
then we caught the trains, lifts and escalators.
so much fun.
ahh i dont think il be eating dinner.
hm lunch was good.
and and and.
i ate some of caitlyn's naan bread stuffed with smarties and chocolate and it was all melted.
mmm that was so good!


jealous yet?

:D

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you think youve got it all wrapped around your finger.
but then that knot suddenly unties.
i was too busy collecting pebbles and i did not notice that id just lost a gem. a precious one.
some say "he's gone, let it go"
but why should i?
im not a quitter.
and well when things dont go to plan, i just stick it out.
when what you live for dispears and the things you love grow claws, what can you do?
smile and fake your way through it.
when the sun dont shine and the stars dont twinkle, il be there smiling and pretending.

;

im not a messenger.
im not a slave.
im just someone who's digging their grave.

sunshinee :D

i never knew a nail polish could make me smile.
but this one certainly does.
named sunshinee.
bright yellow and well i just love it.
did you see the smileys on it?
:D
hm anyways im goinggg.
x